Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Because I am wondering.
Can it even work out.
Can it even last.
Can it even remain strong despite the distance.
Can you even keep your promise.
Can I keep my promise.
Your leaving might be the hardest to tolerate so far. But it's for your good.
At least that's what i tell myself .
You said it's for only 3 years. 3 years. The mere thought of it.

The very day you said you would try talking things out with your parents. Well, hope once again.
But deep inside, i know very well, you are indeed leaving. Perhaps i have to tolerate that few months of waiting and waiting. Thank god for technology. But still, abit worried about everything.
How do people even go through this shit? School's tomorrow. And there's goes one more day.

Tolerated so much. Emo-ed so much. Still, i talked to my blog.
You gotta be busy doing so much stuff. You wouldn't even allow me to send you off. What will one day of missed lesson do?

Packing for you is the hardest thing to do. It's like i am sending you away.
Alright! Back to what i am doing! =(

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Tuesday, October 9, 2007

Good morning! =0) I haven't been blogging too much because i am pretty occupied with some designing stuffs. =x And yes school reopening soon in like less than a week's time. Friday gonna get my hair done. =0) And yes I am a happier person and therefore, i am going to say goodbye to blogging here! I mean i am going to stop blogging because i want to handle another kind of blog now.

Kind of weird not being able to vent but never mind, i am kind of tired of blogging eh. =0) Loves! Bub Byes!

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Saturday, October 6, 2007

Listening to: Anjing - Xiao Jing Teng
Next on list: Bei Pan - Xiao Jing Teng

If I know, I know. And I don’t intend to change anything. Perhaps it’s ain’t something I want to protect anymore. I use my own way to protect things I want to protect. But I grew tired of certain things. Perhaps. =0) Either way, I still hold on to things I believe in. There are so many things I thought through already. Perhaps my thick head still need some drillings. It’s not that I am stubborn, just that I can’t stand listening to people too much. I mean, I hate to listen and do accordingly without my own point of view. And yes, at times that’s irritating I know. Heard something just now. We quarrel because we care about each other.

I tell you Xiao Jing Teng’s voice is therapeutic. Okay, ain’t sure if that is the right word to use. But I sat here, listening to him sing and start drifting of to my land of thoughts. You know at times there are so many things in the mind and you get so irritated because you can’t find a solution or find the reason why. At times I just don’t want to think about a certain thing. Call that avoiding problems because I am always doing that. I hate to do things that will let me feel uncomfortable. I hate to step out of my comfort zone. I don’t want to come up with a solution that need me to do something I don’t like. I don’t want to come up with reasons that I know will end up bruising myself. Argh, I sound like a weakling right! Anything. Back to the point. I just want to learn to think properly and make decisions that I want to account for. Lately, I tried thinking about decisions I make and which I end up regretting or trying to avoid consequences. I seriously need to grow up and learn to handle certain things. =X

Anyways, been thinking about a lot of random stuffs. This holiday is a pretty weird one. How do I place things into words? It’s like I have been living in my own world that it feels weird to have someone talking to me as an adult. I mean like telling me I should learn to make decisions on my own and stick to it. I mean I know it myself just that I don’t want to admit to it and it’s like my eyes opened after someone told me this. Thanks! Because I really need to learn.

Update tomorrow again.. Need to sleep!

Love,
Your best witch Nutelle

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I can't resist uploading his vids. =X

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http://www.crunchyroll.com/showmedia?id=142863
This is his first time PK-ing. Superb singing i tell you. Oh gosh, this is really addiction! =0)
His hairstyle is pretty cute here. his PK is quite around the starting.

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"我們不是追求靈性的凡人，而是行走凡間的靈性."
- 蕭敬騰

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Friday, October 5, 2007

My mama actually spent $$$ on slimming center. I mean she spent it on a slimming treatment but of course there will be erm different sessions. Close to 1k i think or more than that? Like so oh my gosh! Okay, if i got the money i also will do that. *coughs*everyone want the easy way out. Okay, don't say everyone. Most of us want the easy way out. =0)

I have been drinking a super bitter drink and it's super bitter. It's even more bitter than the bitter gourd. Raw bitter gourd. Worst than that but it got some health benefits so i got to swallow them. =.=

Okay. Toodles.

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You see the two "clocks" on the left column? I know you will find it pretty retarded that i am using two clocks. But nahs! Click on the big head and you can hear his song. Each big head is different song. Place the two of them there because i find that the imeem is taking a rather long time to load. So yeaps. =0)

My sis and I also feel that he is much better than jay chou. No offence fans. I used to like jay chou too, but honestly xiao (hsiao) jing teng is much better! His changing of keys/tunes or whatever is that call is good la! And he sings and play the keyboard. He does that in all the variety prog and I still find it pro that he managed to play and sing all at the same time when the songs are pretty hard. And he manage to pay and sing huo yuan jia. His rap also no bad! =0)

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Above are songs that i managed to get from Imeem since he got no album or any recording except for the one with a mei. I realized that school's starting soon and i am beginning to freak out because time is moving fast! =0)

I want to watch

Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street

but i ain't sure singapore having it or not. Johnny Depp and Tim Burton again! Means it's gonna be my type of show. =0)

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Thursday, October 4, 2007

5 years ago, i found him super hot. Charismatic.
5 years later, i still find him super hot. Charismatic.
Who is he? Andy Lau! I always think that his fans' age range is the widest.
=))

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IQ Test

Intelligence Test Instructions:
Write each of your answers down, it makes a difference! You will be allowed 10 minutes to complete the test. Write your answers in the spaces provided. Are you ready? What is the time?

Start.

1) Some months have 30 days,some months have 31 days. How many months have 28 days? ____________________
2) If a doctor gives you 3 pills and tells you to take one pill every half hour, how long would it be before all the pills had been taken? ____________________

3) I went to bed at eight o'clock in the evening and wound up my clock and set the alarm to sound at nine o'clock in the morning. How many hours sleep would I get before being awoken by the alarm? ____________________

4) Divide 30 by half and add ten. What do you get?____________________

5) A farmer had 17 sheep. All but 9 died. How many live sheep were left? ___________________

6) If you had only one match and entered a COLD and DARK room, where there was an oil heater, an oil lamp and a candle, which would you light first? ____________________

7) A man builds a house with four sides of rectangular construction, each side having a southern exposure. A big bear comes along. What color is the bear? ____________________

8)Take 2 apples from 3 apples. What do you have? ___________________

9) How many animals of each species did Moses take with him in the Ark? ____________________

10) If you drove a bus with 43 people on board from Chicago and stopped at Pittsburg to pick up 7 more people and drop off 5 passengers and at Cleveland to drop off 8 passengers and pick up 4 more and eventually arrive at Philadelphia 20 hours later, what's the name of the driver? ____________________

Answers in the following article - no cheating now! GOOD LUCK!

Answers: 1) All of them. Every month has at least 28 days.
2) 1 hour. If you take a pill at 1 o'clock,then another at 1.30 and the last at 2 o'clock,they will be taken in 1 hour.
3) 1 hour. It is a wind up alarm clock which cannot discriminate between a.m. and p.m.
4) 70. Dividing by half is the same as multiplying by 2.
5) 9 live sheep.
6) The match.
7) White. If all walls face south, the house must be on the North Pole.
8)2 apples. I HAVE 3 APPLES, YOU TAKE 2, WHAT DO YOU HAVE?
9) None. It was Noah, not Moses.
10) YOU are the driver.

Grading Scale (out of 10)
8+: Engineer
7: Student
6: High school pupil
5: Primary school pupil
4: Teacher
3: College lecturer
2: University lecturer
1: Member of Congress

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Takano-san said: If you can't let go, you won't grow up.

Life is all about getting together and partings. Partings are a must. So got to learn to deal with it and remember that memories stay forever. Part and carry on building other beautiful memories. =0)

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I like it when i do things unknowingly. Stupid things i mean. Okay, i get into trouble for that but i usually have a good laugh after that. *coughs*itsurewasobsceneandretarded*coughs*
And yes, SOMEONE compared my hair with him! Should i feel insulted or flattered? I love johnny depp la.

Honestly, my hair now i much worst than that! I need auntie xz! Because my right side of the hair don't have curls. Just my left side of my hair! And it's like so freaking toot and i honestly refuse to step out of the house even to get my hair settled. =0( And yes, i miss my hair stylist because he is a pro at cutting. =0) If you see me on the day school open, means everything is fine. If not, prepare to see me at home under my blanket refusing to step out of home. Pretty saddening considering the fact that people around me don't "shou xia liu qing" with their comments! =0( Just today alone is pretty sad can! But i totally agree that it's horrendous! And i don't even dare to go down to sls to get my ndsl (*june, when can i get the r4??=0( ) ! Because i can't bare to see my hair! I said i will go unless i can take that helmet along and hide under it. But you can't do that. =0( And it's sls! Not some market place! Think sls, think bugis. =.= Pretty sad can! If it's like willy wonka's hair i won't mind that much. But my hair is like weird now! *cries* Got to go book my appointment tomorrow. So saddening la! Okies. Toodles! Nights!

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=0) I decided to save my hair the cheaper way. How can i waste my stylist's time on my hair right? I love his haircut but the only problem is the curls that i have. =.= He asked me to get it done at his place but then EX ! So well, i decided to try another. =0) Hopefully everything turn out well. =0)

Did pretty lot's of stuff today. Really alot. And it's Thursday tomorrow already! So fast! =0( Okay. Got to go now. Pretty pathetic attempts to update because i don't feel like going out due to my hair. I seriously need to get them straight lo! Or else i won't go to school! Okies. Toodles people!

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Wednesday, October 3, 2007

Everyone is fiddling with Facebook!

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Look into that and tell me what you see.

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Tuesday, October 2, 2007

Listening to: Sorafune (wrong spelling I guess)
Next on list: Valentine’s day

Uh. What do I know about right and wrong. I mean, you can list out what is right and wrong but when there’s a situation, it’s totally different from listing down right and wrong right? It’s harder to differentiate right and wrong. Even right appears wrong and wrong appears right. I tend to throw my temper/show my attitude at the wrong time. =0( I hate myself for that~ Personality flaw la.

Meemee is super stressed up with work and studies. And she is like those very inflexible person and therefore, there tends to be a lot of problems and she get frustrated easily. *sighs* And when she starts to get frustrated, I also get frustrated because I don’t understand why she do things that way. Why can’t she just work things out in like certain way. You know, it’s like you know what can be done but she doesn’t want to do it. Nods. Sighs.

Then you sit down and slowly think. How can one person really understand another person’s scenario right? I somehow get it. Never mind about that.
I love Kuitan! =0) Nice show.

Oh yes, I practiced using chopsticks for dinner today and spent 2hours or so eating! Smart Alec taught me the correct method. First thing to do when eating is the correct method of eating. And I tend to say thank you before meals.
=.=

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Monday, October 1, 2007

Happy Children's Day! =0) To all the kids and the young at heart! =0) Like me like me! Young and heart. =0) Had fun had fun but kind of choke people eh? =x
Okay. I seriously think i am an otaku now! Just like.. *coughs*nic*coughs*. I am now on my next jdrama. Kuitan. A glutton detective. =0) He is super cute although he is like 40years old! =0) And watching this show makes me hungry!

Chocolates anyone? Nabe anyone?

Okay.
Happy birthday Bashirah!
Happy birthday thia!
Don't you envy those whose birthday is on the 1st october? Ar..they get to enjoy children's day!

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