Tuesday, July 3, 2007
Don't read. Just skip this entry.The girl cried today again.
Time and time again she didn't understand.
She couldn't comprehend why.
Or rather, she understood, but just won't want to give in.
Walking with her friend, she broke down into slient sobs.
It's a habit for so long.
It's so long, that letting go is kind of uneasy.
She have been feeling restless and moody recently.
She is an unlucky kid since young.
She knew that, and well, admit that.
Don't know if it's pms or what, i have been feeling super moody!
=0( I miss chris, yue and yingg all of a sudden.
=0(
*sighs* Ok, let's update what i have done today.
Just the norm.
Had this relay practical thing. Individual work and it's so frustrating! I plug all the wires out and plug them in again like FOUR times.
=.= all thanks to my stupidity and my eyesight.
=0( I can't differentiate between PB2 and R1 and all those numbers and stuff la.
But managed to complete it! With some confusion of course.
Then came kfc.
TOTALLY... not in the mood to eat. It's not that junejune is not there..
Just that... where got appetite to eat?~
Oh yes. Graduation ceremony is like today. And see those graduates in their robes.
*envies*
Wonders...will i see that day?
heehee. You won't know what will happen right?
I want to see that day. So i will work hard, and live well...and erm... be happy.
=0)
HEEHEE.
I want to wear that robe. I want to graduate. And then, pursue my dream.
=0)
So, like one and a half more years, i am gonna graduate.
=0) Heehee.
And gonna get out of this school.
The building structure is so off and the toilets are so.......
Heehee.
Then waited till like 6.33, can't take it, head home.
=.=
I seldom pon lesson until so...sudden.
But just felt tired.
Barely slept last night.
I guess, i am not gonna sleep this night again.
=0) Friend, acc me tonight again alright?
Hahas.
Poor dumbie..aka gong kia.
=x
Thanks anyways.
Been super tired recently.
Not only psychically ..
But other areas as well.
But no worries.
I am gonna be fine soon.
=0)
My 2nd twin have been taking control of me.
And it's so negative that i detest myself now.
Well, i practically do everything that i detest.
Oh well, great.
i used to be as strong as a wall, and now, i am as thin as thin ice.
=.=
Anyways. Went for a jog when i reached home just now.
*phews* I might be exercise bulimic.
=.=
MIGHT BE. Well, i see the starting of it anyways.
I am watching huan huan ai ep 5! Finally it's on youtube!
It's a freaking nice show and push all troubles and problems of my mind.
Forgot about the fact that i am suay kia.
=.=
But at times, i do think on the positive side about my suay kia traits.
At least all the not so good points are on me right. At least not on my sis or any other.
So the saddness is not spread out, but on me solely. Others won't have to suffer that much.
At least, i am of much help.
Thinking that way is good.
At least i smile thinking that.
I am still watching the show now and my script for my "presentation" is still not done yet.
=.=
SIGHS.
It's always the same thing.
Aiyer.
Reading this post sucks too.
But just pardon me. =0)
I can whine easily here.
I hate whining ... in reality, very.. .uneasy.
=x
So whining virtually is better.
Rooh.
Gonna head drinking soon on saturday with them.
It's free... mostly.
=0) This time gonna take the bike again.
=0) HEEHEE.
Gonna take some time off~~
No more tears.
More smiles.
No more worries.
No more no more. I promise.
I am too tired of holding on to things.
I listen to you for once my friend.
=0)
Michelle is still Michelle.
The brave and strong girl that needs nothing to lean on.
Things cannot get worst right?
=0)
Okies.
Things will be better tomorrow.
=0)
Smiles.
the last time i am gonna shed a tear. Too tired of it.
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