Labeled as stubborn. But I don’t think it’s stubborn, I just don’t like to be erm, accused? Not really accused but I can’t find a word with a direct meaning as what I want to say. One particular event. My meemee said she gave me my allowance already, like a few days ago. But I was sure it didn’t happen, if it did happen, I am sure I will and can remember it. She insisted that she did give me, it could be that she forgotten the dates. But I just remain sure she didn’t. So she gave me $ and I just refused to take it. I didn’t and I don’t want to appear like I need more money so I didn’t want to take it. And that probably means I need to starve next week.
Ok, I regretted abit. But then, I really didn’t take the $$. Starve then starve.
Anyways, it’s 11.43 now and I am starving. I want to eat. I was hungry just now, ok, I don’t think it’s hunger just cravings, and I went to the kitchen. And I took a cup, prepared spoon and already wanted to make Horlicks ( my all time fav) to drink and upon reading the nutrition guide, I placed the cup and spoon back. Then poured tea to drink. Oh gosh! I am hungry (*read: Just craving) and there’s a pack of CHOCOLATE waffle staring at me right in front of me! I shall push it off the floor and pretend it isn’t there. *sighs* Controlling craving is so hard but I made a pact with myself, NO food after 8.30. I talked to some girls at Oprah.com and received the an advice. Drink lot’s of water and if you are having cravings, drink water. It’s filling (I don’t know how) and it have no calorie. So I drank tea. And I conclude I am going to suffer from puffy eyes tomorrow. Shall stop drinking water or I will puke.
Hungry hungry! NO EATING AFTER 8pm! I thought being hungry now is sad enough. No! There is a more saddening piece of news! HUILI got VACANCY ( omg..it’s supposed to be a tiptop secret of police will catch*). I want to watch. Shall tolerate till Monday. Tolerate Michelle.