Thursday, July 12, 2007
Pondering about this picture.
Anyway, i just woke up from a nap. No amount of naps is going to make me feel refreshed. I am still tired. Realised my sis's gonna go vietnam like two days later. I thought it's next week.
That means i am gonna sleep alone. Kiakia. I am timid.
Like they always say, i like to let my imagination run wild. No la, is just i scared of ghost. Very stupid sounding right. I remember i used to be super afraid of bathing alone. I used to be super afraid of sleeping alone. I used to be afraid of staying at home alone. But realised, certain things can be more fearful that ghost. What gemini fears most? But the fear is pushing me forward.
Or rather, it makes me less stressed up. Because it feels like you are the one countable for every little thing.
Back to the picture. Relying on someone. How i wished to be able to do that. But relying makes one weak and useless and less independent. I can't afford that right now. Afterall, i need to face those alone.
I can still smile. =0)
I can still smile. I need to tell myself that. Or, i really can't smile. Thanks bloggie for listening to me. =0)
I don't want to add more problems onto myself. No way.
I don't want to wait for things to happen.
If i can only get so little of what i want, i rather not have any.
If you are not content with your life right now, and am not working hard for what you want, i pity you.
I have no idea what i am saying.
Okies, shall head to reading my book again.
May all people smile happily alright? =0)
Nights people.
I believe, the old me will be back soon alright, that i promise.
And christina..get well soon alright? Poor girl suffering frm some intestine virus. GET WELL SOON and get back to school. =0)
Love,
Nutelle
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