Relying too much. Weaker. No longer the strong girl. Detest this. Relying on others is like reaching your hand out, waiting for others to reach for your hand. You never move forward, just always on the spot. No longer holding on to something i never know whether it will come or not. No longer hoping for something i am not aware of.
Just believe i can do everything on my own. Just that. Nothing more. Because i am michelle.
I am just too tired. =0) I drank 100plus today...and i am energise now! =0)