The dying wants more time, and the living wants to die. It’s very weird right. At times life get to boring and so tiring that all we want is a break. To leave everything and seep into hibernation or a state of nothingness.
At times I wonder who can explain life. Explain things we are facing. Explain why we are facing them. Who’s to decide who is right and who is wrong. I remember meemee telling me about a doctor. He helped a patient to end his life because the patient have no more cure and he is really in pain. He is convicted to a few years jail. He came out and said that he will do the same even if he is given another chance. I wonder what I will do if I am the judge. Afterall he is human and that is something he thought would help the patient right? Who are we or the judge to decide that he is wrong. At times, I find laws very dumb. Is this my life? Or is this your life? Why I have to follow your laws? I am supposed to be living my life, why interfere. Why I have to follow a set of rules that I don’t like. It’s like this is not my life. At times I feel so. It doesn’t feels like this is my life. I have to quarrel my way into poly because my meemee is against be going to poly (*and hell knows why*). I never understand why meemee interfere so much.
If you never let your child venture on their own, they will never learn. I hate living in a fairytale land.
Not wanting to see the evils of the world. Not wanting to see the further destruction of mankind. Evils of the world. What are the evils of the world? The evil side of mankind.
Perhaps something really random. Everyone got an evil side. But somehow , there’s always someone loving even your evil side? Found that person? To have someone love you for everything you are. Don’t tell me about changing the person you love, because that is total crap. I always hear someone *coughs coughs* telling me that she is capable of changing this particular person. I never understand why you want to change the person. *sighs* Perhaps I am still a kid and I still can’t understand? Maybe. But this time round, I am really blinded.
I am too tired. I want to get to sleep. Nights people! And laogong~~ Smiles and Cheerup! Any momo moments, tell me and i will be glad to give you a kiss.
Poof! After reading hl's blog. I wonder what is it like to see myself getting angry. As in really angry and expressing the anger. I guess i will laugh! Ok. Perhaps. I want to see how i will be when i am angry and am quarreling in a totally fierce manner. =0)
Girl A really is blinded and don’t know what to do. Girl A thought she can forget boy b by........
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