Friday, August 10, 2007
I am such a kuku girl! Slap me alright? Hahas! I downloaded some Singapore songs from the website. I love them but there is no cds selling. I am still lacking a few songs. =0) I prefer those old Singapore songs because it’s nothing fancy. Very nice and catchy songs. Easy for toned deaf people to sing too. And yes, I KNOW I am tone deaf! =xI woke up early today and am amazed that I can wake up! Backaches and headache coming my way. Sore throat comes in too. Must be the crowd yesterday. And there’s like HALF OF SINGAPORE’s odor mixing together! Every where you walk, you will be sniffing like a dog. It’s like different perfume, different sweat and it’s just so weird! And after the whole parade, there was this place in the underpass where there are some people stand-by-ing. Omg! Nearly died there because it’s not well ventilated. I walked fast, partially to stop breathing in those air and to stop polluting that place too. Hahas!
Ok. My sore throat is killing me and it’s only 11am in the morning! = ( And yes, I want to get drunk. At least you can cry your hearts out without reprimanding yourself for being so weak and useless. Ewww. You know at times I want to slap myself but I am someone who is so terrified of pain! =x (*random: Singapore song blasting my ears*)
If someone ask me what I want or to grant me a wish. I think I know what that will be. I want to be the best person on earth to console people. Yes, times and experience have proved how sucky it is when I talk because I contradict myself. You know things like “don’t think too much” is totally dumb to say when consoling someone? It’s just so fake, so untrue. Kind of retard. Weird weird. What do you do when you can find the way out? Would you stand there and wait for someone to guide you out, or you just walk on and you know, when there’s way, you will definitely find the way out? I hate standing on the same spot, waiting and waiting. Yes, waiting too much makes you tired. I rather walk on, at least there’s hope of getting there. Walking wherever there’s path. It’s either you find the way, or you get further lost inside. But it’s much better than waiting I think. I remember something or someone saying that I am someone who brings past experiences or rather past hurt into the further and thus, never believing in things. Craps.
I know I sound very random but it’s my thought and I am a very random person. But you know, love and hate are together? Love to a certain extent and it turns into hate. I was wondering why after loving, you hate. Ok, perhaps that don’t apply to you. But to me, before. I found the reason. Be it whether you once have it or never have it. It’s the same. Once you know it’s going to be gone, or when you know you can never have it, you will want to look for a way to let the ending be better. And hating is perhaps the best way out? Because will you want to be the person you hate? It makes you feel better in a sense. *sighs* My logic never is logically anyway.
Such things aside. I have been blog hopping. And it’s either Singapore is very small, or the world of blogs is small. I went to certain people’s blog and get linked back to my secondary classmates’ blogs. And with the Singapore songs playing in the background, I really can cry! I think about my secondary one moments to secondary four. And for those times, you are really in your own world. I miss those days! And yes, I miss playing in the band and I can still remember my FIRST time playing with the full band. I just had my sectionals and it’s totally different from playing with the full band because everyone is playing their own part and you just get lost if you can’t follow well. I am not born to be musically incline you know. Hahas! And yes, I missed those moments. Working for that moment. A few minutes on stage and you need a long time to prepare for that. But I am someone who live for the moment, so it’s okay. I think back of the jokes shared in class. The teacher laughing session. Oh no, not laughing with the teacher, but laughing at the teacher. And I remember how much we hated the training teacher who is a total bitch and yes, I can still remember her name and how she look like. =x *sighs* Lols!
Okie, enough enough! I’ve got something to share and I got the link from hl. Some are rather true but I find it abit duh. =0)
Ok!
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