Life’s so much of decision making and sadly, I suck at it. Honestly, I suck at so many things now that I have realized it. Oh great, here comes the think-too-much session inspired by woman.
Honestly, I miss those childhood days. Those days where nothing mattered. As long as you have a free friends in school, have candies and some toys, everything is good. Everything is happy. Although tend to hate the fact that decisions are made by parents, everything is happy.
There's one sad truth in life I've found While journeying east and west - The only folks we really wound Are those we love the best. We flatter those we scarcely know, We please the fleeting guest, And deal full many a thoughtless blow To those who love us best. ~Ella Wheeler Wilcox
The meaning of this phrase we all know. But it’s so true right? But I guess that is because we love each other too much. Somehow, I have so many things in my mind but it’s hard to place in words. I remember woman talking about humans being cunning. I might be talking randomly because somehow it seems I am running a fever.
Cunning. Is it right or is it wrong? I realized there’s no clear line between right and wrong. There will always be a grey line. But afterall, we are just protecting what we think is the most important to us. Perhaps to protect oneself from coming to harm, or someone important from coming to harm. So is that still considered cunning?
Love and Hate. Like and dislikes. Female and male. Poor and Rich. North and South. Thin and Fat. Tall and short. Dark and Brigh. Without poor, there will be no rich? Without north there will be no south? Without love, there will be no hate?
I was wondering why we meet the people we meet. Fall in love with the people we fall in love with. Have parents that love us and not abuse us. I know you will go on and talk about certain chemicals and smells right? Then why is it that two people are compatible chemically? Why is it that someone got that certain chemical or whatever is it that attracts you? It’s so interesting right? I am not really superstitious but somehow the way things work really cannot be explained by science right? Perhaps it’s just something random. But it’s miraculously random eh?
We tend to break the hearts that love us so much. We tend to forget about those that love us. Have been watching this show and it’s a hit actually. “Ah Wang”. Familiar? Somehow this character proved so much. Happiness comes easy at it’s simplest. His character amazes me too. He is so forgiving. I want to be like him actually. His life is like so happy la! Although he get teased for his condition but he is happy because he is aware who loves him and what he loves to do. And the people who love him really love him for who he is. Not for any other reasons. *sighs* If life can be simple. If letting go is easy. If partings are easy.
If everything is easy. Okay, I know I know.
Have been on a not that happy note recently. I mean kinda detached a little from everything and everyone because kind of losing the security in me. The problem with me is that I need to constantly reassure myself that everything is fine or else I will totally collapse. And yes, at times I can’t find the reason to be reassured.
Everything is lost in my brain. Secrets that go missing and hidden forever.
care but can never express them well.
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